Time has been a bit confusing lately due to the fact of time zone. Other than that I “think” I enjoy being here. The city is more lively than what I use to but that’s what make it unique and fun =D Haven’t been to places much since I can’t and won’t have to gut to drive and other relatives are all busy with their own working schedules. Speaking of relatives there are so many that I don’t know and yet to meet causing my head to spin right round, I don’t even know how to address them anymore @@~ Although to be honest I do miss home and how I get to go online all day, doing what I used to do… not a big fan of changes I guess. Vietnam, after more than 7 years, has changed a lot. The place still recognizable as a whole but not the individual street. I almost couldn’t recognize the road that I grew up in, the road that I have been looking at for 11 years of my life. And for those who said that Vietnam is super hot, burning hot I can prove them wrong. The heat here is no where comparable to the summer heat back in Washington. I’m not dripping, soaking in sweat. The days has been going by quickly yet slowly. The only negative thing about the trip is that I feel a uncomfortable staying with aunt and uncle and sort of feel distance from them. I guess maybe I’m just the kind of person who is hard to conversate with and doesn’t open myself up… haiz, living here is too formal and too polite to the point where I don’t feel like I’m part of the family. Only if I was to stay in a hotel, that would make everything a lot more comfortable because I rather owe money than owe grattitude despiting the fact that I hate money. But apparently money is the center of everything now.

Saigon at night.
Down right party central with lights, cars, and mostly young hipsters pouring out into the street looking for some fun.

Great…another post not ending on a happy note……… pictures come later


Where Am I?

*Sigh* what’s wrong with me lately? Feeling lost, confuse, tired….everything just spun right out of my control. I just wanted to live a simple happy careless life. But how come life has never been easy? *sigh* all I want to do now is give up everything and escape away from this world. I know it’s no use, there’s no way….I just wish. My head is literally on the verge of explosion at this moment. And to top off the moment I have to deal with college craps!! *sigh* there’s no use ranting it out here.


I made a promise to someone and just realized now that I haven’t been able to do as I said. Where did I go wrong? Where did all of this start going downhill? Where am I now? Where’s the me that I once knew? Where did all of this went?……. Where is the answer?

“The Child In Him”


I loved the child in him
so innocent and sweet
The mischief in his eyes
the blush upon his cheek
The tender way he spoke
that showed me that he cared
The touch of his warm hand
that gently touched my hair
The smiles that we shared
that filled my life with glee
For when I was with him
I found the child in me


Jean Gabor

2012 Olympics

This thought have been in my head for a while now…. well, since the Olympics started. Do other countries see the American athletes as traitor?? Because everyone knows that United States is the country of all races. Then today I was watching beach volleyball with my dad, he cheered for the opposite team while I – in my heart – was cheering for United States even though I don’t show it. For everyone who is like me, wasn’t born in America but has been living here long enough to have a connection with it. Are there anyone feels the way I feel? Or is it just me?

Đen và Trắng

Người ta thường thích màu trắng. Vì nó sạch sẽ và trong trẻo. Cái sắc màu tinh khôi của nhiều thứ tốt lành. Nhưng người ta không biết, vì trắng, nên dính bẩn rất nhanh… và khó mà gột sạch.

Người ta thường ghét màu đen, nó tượng trưng cho nhiều thứ tăm tối, những tội lỗi, và cả những cơn ác mộng…. Màu của bóng đêm. Nhưng người ta không biết rằng, bản thân nó vốn dĩ đã đen, nên chẳng bao giờ phải giữ gìn khỏi nhơ nhuốc… Cái bản chất ngạo nghễ khiến màu đen đôi khi trở nên huyền bí và đáng sợ vô cùng. Nhưng bình yên đến lạ.

trước đây còn bé ngây thơ không hiểu chuyện vẫn luôn thích nhất màu trắng, rất ghét màu đen…. nhưng từ khi lớn lên rồi thì màu trắng dần dần bị màu đen u tối của cuộc đời làm bẩn đi. Hỏi cuộc đời vì sao giai đoạn lớn lên lại âm u tăm tối lấy đi sự trong trắng ngây thơ của con người???

♥ Minh Nguyệt Tâm ♥

nàng là võ lâm đệ nhất nữ gia cát, nhưng chỉ đáng tiếc nàng đoán được ân oán tình thù trong giang hồ mà lại không đoán ra vận mệnh hồng trần của chính mình. Nàng có thể dễ dàng nhìn thấu con tim của người khác, nhưng trước mặt những người bên cạnh nàng thì lại luôn mềm lòng như vậy. Nàng không thể chịu đựng đi hãm hại người có tình có nghĩa, cũng không thể đứng nhìn mà không gánh vác mọi chuyện. Nàng nói nàng không có tư cách để được yêu, nhưng nàng lại khiến cho người thật lòng yêu nàng lần lượt vì nàng mà đau lòng.